Just, ****, I, it, can't..be true

no it cant

The door was open when I woke up this morning, and for some reason it's a trigger for the door to be open while I am sleeping

it triggerd a memorey

god I hope it isn't true
it can't be
it stopped when I was 6 didn't it?

after..the..car...accidnet..abuser came and stayed with us, for funeral, because duh it was his mom that died. I rember bieng highly uncomfterable with it, and the fact he was sleeping on the couch
I was sleepign with my door open, in case I needed anything and so my mom could come and check on me, I was really badly injured and medicated, and having severe nightmares and scareaming in my sleep

think going to throw up

because

something happend
while
he
was
staying
here
no
it can't be
it has to be
a lie
no
no
no
no
no

jsut GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH