I am on disability for Epilepsy.Plus i have depression etc.At times people i hardly know get nosey and ask me if i am not working.How do i pay my bills and rent.If i tell them i am on disability.People give me a hard time.They call me lazy.Tell me i do not look disabled etc.Plus i do not drive.So some give me a hard time about that.I have started to not be as social because of this and other reasons.I have had jobs in the past.But have not worked the past 4 years.Yes i'd like a part time job.But because of lots of reasons.I can not work right now.I have had part time jobs in the past.Last job i had i got fired from.Because i lost my cool at work.But i was being treated really bad and managment did nothing about it.I miss having some extra money and being around people.I get easily bored.Another thing is why do people at times call me lazy because my apartment looks a little lived in.I am not a neat freak.But i do my share of house work.It's my life and i wish people would stay out of it.The reason this is bugging me again.Is because the heat was not working.So my land lord had a heating and cooling guy come here and he started getting really nosey about my life.I felt like saying to the guy just fix the heater and get the hell out.He gave me a hard time because my kitchen table had stuff on it like mail and i had one dirty dish in the sink.My family gives me a hard time to.But ever since i was a kid.They have given me a hard time.