Ok, so I get invited out to the bar last night with my ex and her friends. Since I don't get out much, I was excited. We get to the bar and I'm having fun for about an hour... then it gets crowded... VERY crowded. I can't stand anywhere without bumping into someone. There's people all around me. My throat gets tight. I can't breathe. I start to sweat profusely. My hands start to shake. I had to bolt. Told the ex later and I was out the door faster than The Flash. Took about 5 minutes or so of being outside to calm down. I HATE feeling closed in like that. And it's only around people... not closed spaced... just people. I haven't been closed in like that in forever and it's funny cause I completely forgot about it till it was on me. Then again, if I had known that it was going to get that crowded I'd never have gone out. Sucks too since I don't get to go out that much.

Ry