Ok so I'm moving to Terry's on Saturday...I am SO sick of packing....(I do however have a new love....space bags!) I only have 4 more working days (after 25-1/2" years) and I am on an emotional rollercoaster....Happy, sad, anxious, Happy, sad, anxious......I can't believe that this is finally happening! Please dear God DON'T let our feelings for each other stop being as deep and passionate and comforting as they have been for the last year and a half.....Please let me be happy in a life with no crisis'.......Please teach me to use the gifts you have given me to enhance my and my sweetie's lives....and mostly Thank you God for this incredible opportunity to have the life I've always dreamed of....

I wish for everyone the joy that I have found and the faith to believe that it can happen for them too. So many of my friends feel like they will never meet someone or have the life they want....

I sometimes feel so guilty when I express my happiness yet I know that I have been through my own hell to have gotten to this "heaven".....

Love hope and strength to all!

Tooter (Pam)