ohhhhh yeah. you're both right. now I realize part of why I have become more anxious and depressed

I remember one day, when I had rashly disclosed something very deep, and later that night my memory of what happened when I finished talking was of T asking me a question, but from a standing position somewhat to the left from her usual chair (no, not closer to the door, lol). It struck me as odd - later - that she had stood up, but at the time I didn't notice it really. I think she did it to bring me back to the present, out of my memory. you think?