well, i have self esteem issues.. and for good reason I think. my teeth aren't straight by any means.. i have cavities (i know, my fault).. I have stretch marks from when i was around 15 and gained tons of weight.. and my hair is frizzy and ugly and i have a million gray hairs even though im only 22. =((
I lost almost all weight now. Im 5'0 and weight 115lbs. But i feel sooo fat and ugly and disgusting.
Ive never been called ugly and my husband complimented me often especially when we were dating and when i walk in a room, men stare.
But I feel so ugly and nasty.
My problem is that my husband has made comments about attractive women. He won't stop. He did it a long time ago, and i told him it bothered me. He said sorry.. not really apology since he didn't understand why it upset me but he just said sorry to make me happy.
Anyway, a few days ago, he did it again.. and hes done it multiple times after I told him it bothered me. He likes to make comments about how certain famous women are attractive and some who "look good for their age" is what he likes to say.
I know im being ridiculous, but it hurts soooooo much! I already have these self esteem issues and it doesnt help when he sits there and tells me he finds all these other women attractive.
It makes me feeel like i'm not good enough.
He's not the most attractive guy ive ever been with.. so its not like he's wayyy too good looking for me. But its a terrible feeling to know that your husband finds other women, who are obviously gorgeous, attractive. I know its normal.. but i think its so rude to tell your partner about it.
what do i do??? He doesnt understand and won't stop!
Im like freaking out about it every day and i cry about it almost every day because i just feel so ugly.
=(