welcome, aprilkay.
What struck me while reading your post is your strength. As you say, you endured so much crap, yet here you are today a survivor of all of that. No-one is going to think badly of you because of your past. We are all here to support one another. You didn't choose for your parents to be alcoholics; you didn't choose the treatment you received from them. You have obviously sought help for your drug use and for your mental health which shows that you want to do what you can to better yourself and your life. You are welcome in any forum on this site, and you will find that alot of the members here participate in multiple forums and meet one another throughout the board. I hope that you can find the support and healing you are searching.
Take care.