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I'm really, really ashamed of myself. Too ashamed to even say why, but I'm just so ashamed
I shouldn't have done what I did, I'm still doing it... and I shouldn't be.. it's bad... but I can't sop
Thing is.. I KNOW it's bad and I KNOW I shouldn't be doing it... so I feel like I need to punish myself, maybe that will make me stop? Maybe hurting me will make me stop... Maybe feeling the pain, seeing the blood, letting it bleed... maybe that will be enough... I don't know... I don't know...
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Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
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