Those are very loving questions Multipixie, stated so well. I hope Genn you feel safe to answer here or privately.

My compass is off and on and I expect has been most of my life. Life is really a learning process, no matter who we are and what it looks like to others is only one aspect. What I think of my path is most important. To find supportive people for my journey, direction, path, like here on PC is just the best! Even if I fall down (make the wrong decision) there seems to be someone who will restore me to me!

Thanks everyone!

All the best to you Genn!