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Originally Posted by silver_moon
deep down I know cuttimng isn't the answer.. i know it isn't
I just hrt, I just..
no, I didn't ak to be hurt, I just hate that I'm hurt..
I'm going to write that down... that I want to get away from home, some things I need to do to get to that point and put it on my wall... cutting won't get me there? just dig a deeper hole, but urges are hard to fight, even if your heads in the right place
I'm afrad of always hurting, always being alone |
I am sorry you are so afraid. If you can make yourself talk it out, face the fear, and get to a point where you can share this with someone else close by who can help you, a lot of the fear will go in time. You said you need to get out of the house. I also read in another post that you have school and other classmates. You are also in a club. Somehow you have managed at times to be out there and involved in life. What gave you that ability at those times? If you teach, which is what I think I am picking up from here, then you really do need to look for some very strong help, because if you enjoy teaching then you don't want to lose your licensure. I am desparately trying to help but I still don't know much about you. I would like to know more and am here for as long as you need. -- Angie