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Originally Posted by silver_moon
I don't teach... I'm hoping to though.. but that will be a long way off. At the moment I volunteer a couple of days a week at a school. Soon to start a Teaching Assistant course. Those days are my best... I REALLY don't feel comfortable at dinner time etc, with the staff... but most of the day I am able to forget about everything else... it's like I'm in a different world and I make a difference to kids lives. I enjoy it.
The table tennis club... i went to that because my younger brother wanted to do it, but was scared to go alone.. I wanted to see my 'proper' younger brother again... wanted to see him laugh and enjoy himself, so I went with him.
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I see. So you have a great care and concern for you brother. That is great too. You can use that as a resource to ask yourself questions. Would I want him to see me hurt myself? Would I want him to hurt himself? You love him. You need to learn to love you. You love working with kids, which is so admirable. You would be great with this job, but you must face your fears. I feel like cantstopcrying and you have a good report with each other. I can step back and let you two carry on if you'd like. I just wanted you to know, whether I have seen your face or not, I feel your heart's pain, and will be here for you if you want!