'Reckoned with', yes, Rhapsody, that is a good way to describe the challenge that it is.

That is why it is so neat for me to have been able to read some posts here. To read the struggles and success, more struggles and more successes from the very people going through them has been such a relief to me. For many years, I have wanted to have some kind of 'get together' with others in my predicament but to no avail until learning of PC.

Somehow, this format, of typing and reading seems to work for me. To be able to carry on with the work I need to do. To alleviate some of the lonliness.