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We have been told that we are liars by so many people, and that is a big trigger for us because our Dad always told us we are a liar and that no one would ever believe us. So sometimes we question ourselves if we are lying or telling the truth. Our core does not completely accept us because she feels she is lying if she says we are there (because of two someones whom she used to look up to as mom figures, our biological mom, and our dad), but yet she can accept all of our friends who are DID. Sorry, I think I went off subject. We have lost many friends who felt we were liars because 1. they do not know about us, only a select few knows about us because of our core not accepting us, and 2. I think because they don't know us it is very hard for them to understand why our core or whoever might be out at the time doesn't remember them saying something or "forgets" an event with them, when in reality it wasn't that part that was out, and therefore they really didn't know what was being said or what happened. I think it is hard for others who aren't DID to believe or understand DID because they have not experienced it. I hope I have made sense here. I know I'm all over the place, I apologize.
Roxy
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