(((((((((((( Griffe )))))))))))))
Please don't do anything silly. We all think very much of you here.
It sounds like PTSD going on here, really bad memories of past abuse. I'm sorry you have been through hell my friend but you really won't feel this bad forever.
Keep talking here if you need to, if it helps just to let it all out, I'm here with you.
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Pegasus
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