Updatte: T called. I him!!

He left me a message and talked about the fact that adult me wouldn't check out so little me could get what she needed. He looked at his own part in it, which I love about him. He wondered what we could do differently so we could be sure that whoever needs to connect can come out and connect. He said he felt like little me was wanting to connect but that adult me was aware we were almost out of time, so I just shut down instead.

I LOVE that he looks at his own part when things happen in T (his own part in this is his blah, blah, blahing that he gets lost in sometimes). I know that next time I see him he will try to connect with all of me.

So, I feel better. Little me feels A LOT better - like he knows she's there and he cares and he'll be there for her when he comes back from his weekend trip.

Adult me is still way too busy! But, one thing at a time...I'll get though it.