((hanginon))

I lost my mom 15 years ago, 8 days before my youngest son was born. It was so painful and just last week I told T some things I never told anyone about her illness and how difficult it is to love her and be angry with her about my lonely & neglectful childhood. These things take so much time and only happen when we are ready to release them. I have an idea, can you write a letter to your mom explaining how you feel about the issue? Then maybe you can burn it and let the ideas float up into the universe...where she can connect with them.

At any rate, please take care of you. And allow yourself to take as much time as you need.