no, i lost coverage with them when i turned 21.

interested, yes, but that's often hard for me to show to start with. answering their questions is where the problem i'm talking about comes in... "how would you handle such and such a situation?" i know how i would, it's basically intuitive, but i can't get it into words. or worse; "when have you faced a situation like this and how did you handle it?" i think i might have faced that before, but even if i could get it into words i can't remember how it went because my memory is fried. and my personality... i'm very nice and open-minded and lots of great qualities that don't show through my affect or my lack of interpersonal skills...

yes, i communicate fine in writing - that's easy, i see what i'm saying, there's no mechanics of conversation involved, time really isn't limited, i don't have to try to maintain any kind of appearance, i can think it out, reread it, change it, use punctuation instead of intonation and facial expression... it's so very different.

my university has good departments, my t is very experienced and qualified, and the career sevices department seems to be good too; i'll be getting their help to write my resume and do a filmed practice interview. but the thing is, i already know how i appear; i just don't know how to change it... when i try modifying how i express myself verbally/bodily/facially i'm just inauthentic

i have as-needed work done from home, earning under $100/mo, if there's work at all.