Thanks turquoisesea for all you said!

Orange_Blossom,

I'm not sure if what I do is regress or dissociate but thanks for the information. If it's regression then it is really severe regression. I really believe I am younger. If I raise my arm or look at how long my leg is I get a weird feeling like those can't be mine. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Rhapsody,

Sorry , I didn't know. I can make a conscious decision to stop being little but it takes some willpower.

Thank you all!