Oh.. God, I'm so scared.. I have to see Anita from SWEDA next Friday and was talking to one of the supporters last night and told her how.. How today I was going to start a major restriction of food.. She asked me why and went on to say about me needing to be healthy and able to engage in the counselling.. Saying that if I restrict even more, then I mightn't be able to get as much out of it as I could if I was eating

Bit too late for that now though. I've already started. I hope they don't try and stop me.. If anything, I won't say a word about it.