ty (( peg ))) (( blue ))
got my earphones last night and lasted the night but wouldn't say i'm feeling any better, i'm in a place i don't want to be, feeling alone, feeling ill, unable to speak, with all sorts of ****ed up things going on in my life
yeh, i could go into chat, but i annoy people enough as it is, anything i say will be ridiculed anyways because i'm an idiot
just keep wondering why i bother, this life doesn't get any better, this world doesn't get any better, things just keep getting worse and worse and just when i think i have reached rock bottom, when i think i can't go through anymore pain or torture, something else happens
things keep killing me, getting worse, getting rougher
i just don't like living this, i want it to go away, and it seems there's one way to make it go away