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I am sorry I missed this and didnt reply sooner. It's so easy and typical for ones that have been abused to take the blame and carry it on our shoulders. I do the same thing. I know deep down with in my that I wasnt but I think it's easier when I take the blame. YOur not alone and deep down you must know that it's not your fault either. I am so sorry your feeling like this hun. Please PM me if there is anything I can do. Much Luv!!!