(((((((((((( kerria ))))))))))))) (if ok)
I'm really sorry to hear all this that's going on. I wish I could give you some advice but I can't

. It must hurt so much that your family think your parts are demons and it must make it harder for you that you have to hide going to therapy. I wish your t was more supportive. I don't know if you want a new t or not but I found a website where you can search to find a t in your state (I'm assuming you're in America):
http://www.issd.org/disclaimer.htm - you have to read the text given on the page and then click 'I accept' before it loads up the search page.