Hi Taonuviel,
You are an artist by what I see of your profile. This is incredibly important! Keep it up. You are so talented!
When you finish University, after the summer, I hope you are able to use these gifts in not only jobs you get but in a career that you pursue! Have you done the Myers Briggs Testing. Perhaps you could through the Career Counselling at the University. They will know, if you ask them. I can PM you a website if you like.
All the best. You are working very hard!