I'm new hear but was stunned by this thread. Are you saying that hearing from these people who care so much that add to your post that there is no hope for any of us. I live with his voice in my head and feel his touch all day everyday. I cringe when hugged by someone who truly loves me everytime. I came on here to get support and to give support. Please tell me there is hope here not like the rest of the world where people don't want to understand. Please tell me that this place had helped some and that we are not wasting our time. I need to hear this from you and only you. I need you to tell me that there is hope that there is someone out there that understands, please I beg you, please help me.