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Jan 31, 2009, 03:22 PM
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I'm glad you're talking to us. We care about you. Please share your pain and fear with us. There is safety in numbers. 
I hear the ambivalence. I understand it too.
It's the pain and fear you are feeling that you hate. Try to remember that.
The pain of what happened to you, the pain of the super messed-up family upbringing that led you to this place in your life, the pain of NOT BEING HEARD by loved ones, it gets to be too much.
But I hear you, as do others here. Keep talking.
Call T and get your butt in there ASAP. 
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