So I've been fighting the urge to SI for awhile now... Last time I cut, I cut deep and several times and now have nasty scars on my arm and ankle. Anyway, nothing inparticular triggered me this morning... I just woke up wanting to SI and couldn't find any scissors or razor blades so I took the top off of a can drink and started scraping until I bled pretty bad. Now a part of me feels relieved while another part of me feels shame and guilt. Blah! I hate getting like this.