Tonite i really know just what you mean griffe. It hurts me so bad and no one sees.

I've come too far to really harm myself - physically at least. It is all the invisible pain in places no one sees or cares about.

The harm is already done and all it takes is the rewind button to send the agony all over me again.

Griffe, if you hurt yourself it will hurt me too and you matter. I'm so tired. So tired.

Griffe, try to listen to the people who say kind things to you. It doesn't feel like enough on some days and worse nights, but it is something. We don't have to tell you anything at all and we do because we know something about the pain and the best revenge is getting well.

Ironic isin't, i write in to ***** and moan and try to help you. Damned ironic. Listen to me because i'm right not because i'm demanding you live. Don't let the bastards win. **** them all and get well and live almost always happily ever after.

Someday they really will reap what they sowed in our lives and i don't actually want to see it when they do. It will be beyond understanding but they will know what and why they experience justice.

Leslie's cynical ***** side, nice to meet you griffe - you probably won't see me very often. She really doesn't like me she just needs me when she needs a backbone.