I dont have words to give you leslie but I read yours and I hear you.
I hear your rage. And your anguish.

And i know that means nothing and can't do diddlysquat to take any of it away or ease any of it for you.

Your rage is real.
Your pain is real.
It is all so big.
i know how big it is.

my words arent good. but we hear you and from way over here we care, even though that cant even help you way over there. we know the hurt you are going thru. i am sorry we cant take it away for you. we would if we could.