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omg, luce. it did not even cross my mind. i flipped out around eleven tonight and just now began to settle back down out of crazyville. i was programmed to not show pain or emotion and to do whatever whenever no matter if it was contradictory or what.
i have no idea how many awful things we said tonight, but there was no s.i. and no one else was hurt by me. we just got too tired to hold the flood of rage back any more. i've just got a killer headache that no amount of medicine will relieve. thank you luce. i will try to remember to tell my T about this.
possum, thanks for the kind words i am so lonely right now that it just hurts me so deeply. it feels like i've been sort of building up to something and that something scares me, i scare me. you are really sweet.
i do appreciate the support, more than i can say well.
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