I don't know what makes me happy, I have no clue what to do with my life...I'm too afraid of screwing up...and my parents are not financial stable to help me out if I do...I don't know what to do...I don't think I'll ever find happiness...I feel lost and messed up...all I want is to be a housewife and that's it...I ahve no one to go to...I feel just completely messed up...I don't feel anyone was there to help me figure out what I want...I was jsut left behind...I don't feel outgoing. I was talking to my friend, and they were like...why don't you feel like doing anything...you should do something other than be a housewife...I've never had any opportunities...I've had no guidence...I've never known what I wanted...because I was always told what to do I just made everyone happy so i wasn't yelled at or kicked out of the house...I just want someone to care