May trigger????




I can't do it!!!!!!!!
I don't know what I'm meant to do, I just cannot live in this house... I'm gonna do something stupid, wether it's to him or myself!!! I'm just so tempted

Me.... I need to get out of this house, somehow... I have no money, no income (apart from my benefit that I'm getting for being such a stupid mess and that I feel bad enough for getting it in the first place)
Doc.... Doesn't want me to try and move out because she doesn't believe I will cope because I need some sort of stability. I don't think I'll cope! But, I've got a better chance of getting better than I have here.
Nicki (employment coach)... we both agree I'm not even ready for work yet!

I don't know what I'm supposed to do!!
and I'm sorry to all of you, so sorry for rattling on about this...

I need a miracle

my new home --->


Wish me luck... I'm about to confront the monster