I am really trying to stay positive. I'm afraid that if I dont I will fall deeper and deeper down in the pit. I have only been to work 1 day this week. It has been so hard to drag myself out of bed and do anything.
Tomorrow, I'm getting up, showering and going to work, even if it kills me. I know it wont but, I'm doing it. I have to stop feeling sorry for myself and realize that I'm not the only one who had depression or is having a hard time right now. I'm gonna work my tail off tomorrow at work and I'm gonna do it with a smile on my face. Even though it's hard to smile. I have to do this. I have to take control of this damn anxiety and depression and I have to show it who is boss.