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griffe, you being here an posting is good. i know how much you are struggling too and it makes your effort matter a lot.
i was just thinking about you a few minutes ago. it's been really hard again for you. i am concerned, you are great with words when you are speaking creatively and i've never read a post where you did not make yourself clearly understood. i hope you will stop saying you are not good with words, it makes my jaw drop after reading your posts, silly griffe.
believe it or not i am doing better today. i called my T, on a sunday for pete's sake. we talked about what happened and i melted down all over again and freaked out. these feelings breaking out of the programming they rammed into me. my pixies and i thought it was gonna kill us or do something bad to us. like maybe feelings could kill me.
griffe, can feelins kills us??? do u knos abowt dat? is u werid abowt that too? i am. all the bad feelins las nite scart me i wud di.
bye leli ritin for kiki cos she too smalls
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