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Originally Posted by silver_moon
May trigger????
I can't do it!!!!!!!!
I don't know what I'm meant to do, I just cannot live in this house... I'm gonna do something stupid, wether it's to him or myself!!! I'm just so tempted 
Me.... I need to get out of this house, somehow... I have no money, no income (apart from my benefit that I'm getting for being such a stupid mess and that I feel bad enough for getting it in the first place)
Doc.... Doesn't want me to try and move out because she doesn't believe I will cope because I need some sort of stability. I don't think I'll cope! But, I've got a better chance of getting better than I have here.
Nicki (employment coach)... we both agree I'm not even ready for work yet!
I don't know what I'm supposed to do!! 
and I'm sorry to all of you, so sorry for rattling on about this...
 I need a miracle
my new home --->
Wish me luck... I'm about to confront the monster   |
You are getting cardboard.....I don't think I'll get more than a hole a cardboard box is to high up.
Sorry for the lousey attempt at humor. I know you are feeling you are going to loosse it and not sure who will survive.
I hate to be (sorry can't remember the word I wanted) but the best
move maybe to go to your nearest emergency room and let them know you may be a danger to yourself or another. It may sound a little stupid but usually have either staff or connections to get you the help you need and are usually trained in the area of mental health.
