you have an unusal style of writing WMD . You speack your mind.

The real life Peep was a spot on match physically and in some manerisums for an Online Peep I have never met IRL.

There was no fishing involved just confusion .

I think I need to change my approach to maybe just real Life. This new person I have met likes my writing alot . Not married rather nice . and Nice and TALL . His father lives here in my town. I don't know much about him yet . And he is very busy with work right now . here is something I like about him . Just isn't clear yet.

I know I have written alot that may not make much sence. This morning something came to me to pull this together. I was asking myself if I feel stalked this morning . And in a way I do . I feel I have been read , psychologically profiled, examined , piginholed , an discussed by a friend .

this is not what I want nor need in a friendship or a relationship.

the last woman friend i abandoned was because knew she was a therapist before becomming a cook. I didn't want to have to get into any past experiences and be looked at as abusive and a danger to others that way My friend has always seen me.

The woman who I asked to not approach me and the result was my being banned was a psyche nurse who was an adult child o an achoholic whi made me out to be dangerous. Thats the only thing I could come up with as to why the group mobing and not telling me why .

It was the single most cruel destrucive event in my life . all my support was taken from me for what had to be a trumped up underground discussion.

So I have made a descision. I will never date nor befriend a man who is either has or is practicing psyhology or counceling . also phyche nurses. maybe even nurses and doctors . Nor will I have close female friends in that arena I've sufferd to much pain . The draw for me is to be understood and accepted . right . No doesn't happen just at arms legth.his may seem a bit extreeme but ive been put through so much . there are many people out there to meet and be with . So Yes WMD change the bait or really fish in another lake or fish for king fish instead of hammer head sharks .

Now just what all I should reveale in a freindship that leads to an intimate relationship

I'm at a loss . I usually like to be honest and open . But so far It's just lead to trauma . I can' take it any more .

I haven't dated in 11.5 years . And right now I feel like crap,

Patricia