first thing to do is contact your mental health provider if yiou don have one do a self referal over the phone you can do this for your self, then contact social services ask to talk to someone, next try citizens advice there is places out there that you might fit into so you are not on your own but you are away from the monster you refer to, if you are on benifits they will pay your rent, contact your local housing ppl fill out aplication for housing,

there is ways to do this, do you get dla for not working as if you are not fit for work you can claim dla i know these thibngs as i have dealt with a lot of these things

((((((((((silver moon)))))))))))))) good luck