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Originally Posted by silver_moon
May trigger????
I can't do it!!!!!!!!
I don't know what I'm meant to do, I just cannot live in this house... I'm gonna do something stupid, wether it's to him or myself!!! I'm just so tempted 
Me.... I need to get out of this house, somehow... I have no money, no income (apart from my benefit that I'm getting for being such a stupid mess and that I feel bad enough for getting it in the first place)
Doc.... Doesn't want me to try and move out because she doesn't believe I will cope because I need some sort of stability. I don't think I'll cope! But, I've got a better chance of getting better than I have here.
Nicki (employment coach)... we both agree I'm not even ready for work yet!
I don't know what I'm supposed to do!! 
and I'm sorry to all of you, so sorry for rattling on about this...
 I need a miracle
my new home --->
Wish me luck... I'm about to confront the monster   |
I'm going to pray for you and for the person who is making you feel so bad because if you do something harmful to that person, it might effect you negatively. I don't want that to happen to you. Don't do anything that will cause you grief because you may be putting yourself in harm's way. You deserve better. I understand your message. I don't want to leave where you are because living outside in the streets is dangerous. When you get time read my post "I'M CRYING AND TRYING TO HIDE IT".
REMEMBER "God Answers Prayers." I'M GOING TO PRAY FOR US -- YOU AND ME.