I think somtimes it feels like the emotions will kill us - do you know that emotional pain registers in the same part of the brain as physical pain? - thats why it can feel so bad - the only differnec is you can take a painkiller for physical pain - but working with a T to get rid of the emotional pain take s longer and is harder.

Your pain called out to mine as it does to everyone here - so you will never be invisible or alone here -

I am glad you called your T - having a meltdown with T is having it in the safest place possible and I hope it helped and that you are feeling better today P7

and I really hope that it gets better for everyone here too - one day the pain will be healed and we can be free