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tonight was a bad night I guess
and Music didn't help
drawing didn't help
chat didn't help
Posting sorta helped
...until other people stop posting
I've been tempted ever since this incident
to do it again, but didn't until tonight.
I feel sort of guilty, other people SI because of deep pain
But me? I just use it as a distraction
When I keep getting sensations
that may-or-may-not be body memories
When nothing else works
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