Okay valbends - I had a dream last night that I was looking at an antique map of the US -- and that what is now Vermont used to be called "valbends". Rhode Island was "Dorian". Not sure if that means anything or not, other than that Vermont is just about as far away from Oregon as you could get.
I wish you well and I hope that your school counselor is able to give you the help you want.
Your friend,
LMo
We are ALL going to be a-ok!