Thank you, the hugs helped.

I've been really struggling over the weekend. Had a major, horrible panic attack on Saturday.. I posted about it in the anxiety, panic and phobias section.
I'm still really edgy today and I'm still quite angry.. Just waiting for the next person to hurt me and I feel I'm getting dangerously close..

It's not helping, feeling like this, but somehow.. I just can't seem to stop it. It feels so wretched and I just want to cry and never stop and be cuddled all the time, feel like someone actually genuinely cares, you know?

I hope today is a better day.