I must confess I am a hypocrite. I have harmed myself a couple of days ago to get away from the turmoil inside myself. And I give advice, because I care about others. But really have no idea how to deal with the enormity of rage and frustration and the endless processes.
I am so two faced. I just don't know where to put the pain. Except to change the focus. I hurt inside, I lie, I smile. I do not tell others no.
Its just too hard.
Possum
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