Thanks for all the great replies, I have been reading them all---sorry I haven't really been responding. I feel like I am at a huge loss for words right now (i can't even find the words to write in my journal---i feel so blank and blah).

I have been searching for Reiki places near me (thanks chaotic for that link). I think I am still going to do some thinking on this. I don't know if I wanted to spend the amount of money on this just yet. Maybe once or twice a month, IF I do decide to try it out. Plus I never do anything for MYSELF (I always do for others)...now I just have to talk myself into believing that it's okay to do something for myself.

Anyways, thanks for all of your help and advice. It's very much appreciated.

Searching...have you had a second appt yet? I would love to know how it went. How was your first appt? What was it like?