TPND, struggling does not equal failure. I have never failed at anything in my life. I only saw it as meeting up with road blocks that I had to figure out how to manuever around. Failure is not in my vocabulary. I have had MANY road blocks in my life. Not one of them have ever stopped me. You can view these things the same way. It all just comes down to how you view these things. If you use a failure viewpoint it will doom you. You can see things another way..........