thank you leslie & pixies for your reassurance... it is greatly appreciated.

i'm just rather out of words right now. i'd rather not even talk about it. i tried to discuss psychotherapy today with the psych nurse and she convinced me that it will come, i just need to stabilize a bit.

kinda suspicious, they're always clowning around, trying to save money and at the last minute withdraw the opportunity.

but if it happens, all the better.


twilight