well what is "normal"????  does this feeling of hurting people feel impulsive? do u see a T or pdoc? this is definitely something i'd bring up in my next session if you are under one of their care. idk, if i can really answer your question well, but they should be able to. imho, harming another human being, even if it's only in your mind, is reason for concern and questioning.
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