I feel sad, lonely, angry, stressed out, paranoid, guilty, frazzeled, exhausted, scum of the earth.......list goes on!

What's stopping me from giving up on life?

My brother wants nothing to do with me. My parents have passed on. I only have "family friends" and professionals to help me.

I am in desparate need of guidance. I feel completely alone and isolated. I have to call the crisis line over small things because I can only talk to professionals since my "family friends" aren't experienced enough to handle my problems/condition.

Will life ever get better?