For the first time ever, T mentioned integration. I suppose I always knew that it would have to happen, but I am NOT into the idea. I have my own family inside, we take care of each other, three are like.....my own kids or something. I can't think of them not being there.
I got home and started crying because *stomps feet* I DON'T WANNA INTEGRATE!
One of my littles feels like she is just going to "get thrown out like trash" all over again (referring to parents sending us to Group homes). She feels like I don't love her, don't care and is upset. I know T didn't mean for that to happen, but it has happened and now I am dealing with an upset 7 year old!
Does anyone else fear integration??? Those who have done it, how does it feel now that it's happened?