I thought i was over this, but i seen my slp today for 30 minutes and went for a drive and i asked her her mothers name. Anyway she appears to be over it, but it kind of hit me again. I am trying to find the obiturary online to get closure(for me). But i cant find anything. What do i do, i need to know that she really passed. I dont know what is wrong with me that i want to know, but it hurts me because i need to know... please help me. Her name is Arlene Faron, from Hopewell, PA or Bedford county. She was 59 yrs