I actually think i figured it out, its not the meds its my bf hes driving me nuts! Just looking at him is enraging me! Hes being so lazy and wont do anything hes ruining my life and his own. He wont go 2 the bank 2 get loan protection, he just lost his job (his apprenticeship had finishd and he couldnt be kept on because he didnt finish all his tafe work) but his boss offered him a different position but is deliberately ignoring his fone calls and yesterday was his last chance 2 call him bak! And now he wont even get off hiss and go look 4 another job. He didnt even go 2 work for the last 2wks ne way so we hav no mmoney and we are behind in rent we wil get a powerbill soon. He never helps properly with our son all he wants 2 do is sleep! He suffers from anxiety but i reckon its just made up so he has an excuse 2 be lazy!! Ahhh im going 2 kill myself then he wont hav ne help and he wi know how hard it is 2 do it all on his own! Even when he did hav a job i hav 2 pay all the bills i hav 2 pay rent i hav 2 remind him 2 do everything! He cant even put the bin out on garbage nite! I cook i clean i wash i do everything i can do with what little energy i hav and stil get told i do nothing. Dnt get me wrong i love him more than anything but lately hes been nothing but useless. I feel more like his mother than his gf! Sorry i dnt mean 2 sound like a whinger but omg!!!